love!

assalamualaikum & hi! :)

wah, almost a month zti tak update blog kan? honestly, I miss my blog banyak-banyak. erkkk? what's going on with my words? what language that I use. hehe.

ehem, actually tak banyak pun yang terjadi sepanjang zti tak update blog. same routine everyday. sometimes feel tired with what I'm doing, but still with it. so then, I want to share a video. I love that song since I was 17, I guess. 

LA VIE EN ROSE

guess ramai yang pernah dengar lagu ni cuma tak tau tajuk lagu ni atau sememangnya minat lagu ni dan tau tajuk lagu ni atau never like this song and maybe never imagine to like this song. and, I love this song but, two days ago I just knew this title of my favorite song. the song that I love to hear for 8 years and hope will after. huhu! I take 8 years to get this title of song. so, I would like to thanks to 'How I met your mother - season9'. :)

so, I would like to share my Blackberry's ringtone. comes with lyrics! 

this one is my NOTE II's ringtone. xoxo

dulu-dulu

Assalamualaikum & hi! :)

zti baru je habis baca note kat FB. ala, manual note. zti buat tu masa zaman belajar dulu. saja nak kemaskinikan apa yang patut kan? kan? but then, jumpa la note ni. hehe.

"If you found a wallet filled with cash on the street, what would you do with it?
- check wallet dl,mana tw kot2 dpt laki hensem" - 17 April 2010

bila ingat balik, gila betul zti ni. dalam otak masa dulu hanya terfikir lelaki hensem, kacak bergaya, itu ini, itu ini. tapi sekarang ni dah terbiasa ada duit kat tangan. dah terbiasa melangkah kaki ke tempat yang mewah, dah terbiasa makan makanan hebat, dah tak fikir apakah lelaki hensem pujaan hati zaman belajar dulu masih tetap hensem lagi ke tak.

actually, masa belajar dulu zti ni buas sangat! ya Allah, rasanya semua lelaki dahi licin lalu depan mata, terus jatuh hati, kononnya love from first sight. darah tengah panas, segalanya jadi hot ja.

dijadikan cerita, masa belajar dulu. zti ada admire someone. dia ni memenuhi citarasa zti dan sampai sekarang zti masih cari dia, paling zti suka sekali senyuman dia. I thought that he was my first love. (maybe)

• pergi kelas, selisih dengan dia, 
• balik dari gym, nampak dia main sepak takraw depan hostel, 
• tengah beratur kat kafe nak ambil makanan, dia dengan kawan-kawan tengah lepak kat luar sambil merokok, 
• keluar kolej, jumpa dia kat gerai makan favorite shaef. 

oh my! banyak sangat kebetulan dalam sehari. boleh dikatakan stiap hari, I never missed him. hehe.

sampai la suatu hari, two days before grad. he gave a called ask for lunch. tak danya den nak tolak, terima lagi ada! excited you know! I'm wearing yellow shirt lycra cotton & black straight cut jeans semata-mata untuk keluar dengan dia. it's our first date. :p
air yang tak sedap langsung tu (jus cinta) dan makan apa entah lupa la pula, entah macam mana boleh jadi sedap gila hari tu. tapi minum tak habis la, control kan! oh my! malunya.
that day, zti tengok dia dengan jarak yang paling dekat. too close daripada sebelum ni, I can smell his perfume, I can feel his gently touch (Allahu'akhbar. zaman jahil), his beautiful hair, structure his face, when he smile, he winked, he laughed, and the most of all when he concentrated on what I'm talking to. that expression really attract me to be close to him. too close.
suddenly, he grab my hand telling me that I'm his typical girl that he liked (Allahu'alam) the way he looked me in the eyes, I can tell that  he try telling me truth and then he confess his feeling with the music that he played using his iPhone (love malay song, I guess), and....... unfortunately I said 'no!'

OMG. what is going on with me. the opportunity was right front of me. uh-huh! apa-apapun until now feel regret of what I did before. kadang-kadang rasa macam nak patah balik masa. nak je bagitau dia 'yes! I do'. tapi benda dah lepas kan, redha je la. dah tak ada jodoh kan? kalau ada jodoh, insyaAllah kami akan bertemu kembali mungkin dalam keadaan yang lebih baik dari sebelum ini atau sah menjadi yang halal. insyaAllah. amin. :D

bestie!

Assalamualaikum & hi! :)

wah! I'm in good mode today! yehaa.

okay, first of all, I'm so sorry for not update any news almost a month I guess? isn't it. hehe.
sepanjang bulan ni, macam-macam jadi. ada yang kenangan manis, pahit, kelat, masam, masin, tawar & bla bla bla. apa yang penting, semuanya selamat di-settle walaupun dalam keadaan terpaksa, dipaksa & memaksa tapi lebih kepada rela, hehe. alhamdulillah.

actually, main topic hari ni nak share pasal seorang kawan a.k.a my bestie friend since I'm 18. rasanya kena tambah setahun sebab masa 18 tu baru kenal tapi tak rapat, hehe. just kidding! let me intro a little bit about her.

she's kind of girl that love korean drama most! rasanya every single day dia akan hadap drama korea. tak pernah jemu. from her I started love korean drama. thanks babe! beside, earphone wajib ada kat telinga. tak silap, dulu masa kami nak keluar makan kat kafe yang sejengkal dengan hostel tu, earphone tetap dia tak tanggal. sayang sungguh dia dengan koleksi lagu yang ada kat ipod kecil tu. her favorite songs when we're studied, indonesia. kertas band a.k.a armada!

 but early, I gave her call once she text me inform that one of our friend was accident I guess few days past. Innalillah. but thanks God our friends okay. then, on our last communication, she said, "zatiey, aku rindu hang." honestly, for 5 years++ we know each other, she never ever say these three words. oh my! she makes me smile until now, forgot what i want to do next and the most of all she ask me to say back.  haha.

i think that's all. just a single piece of her. have a look our photo. but she's soooo shy.

below, our memories on our 1st sem together to sem 5th. after that, i was transfer to KL. :'(

Incident

I was going back from Langkawi to Alor Setar after finish up some of my work there. I was placed sat near to Muslim girl and seems like she just like me came there because of work, she might be around 30 from my sight. Then, as usual I'll put earphone, and read my novel from my favorite author. Emily giffin, where we belong. Suddenly, she pulled out her book. I guess that Islamic book, historical.
Oh my, shame me! She used read book about where we're came from but I read a novel about a 18 girl find her birth mother. Uh-huh!

junior junior junior!!

Assalamualaikum & hi! :)
ini Junior bukan super junior okay! :p

hari ni kan hari Khamis, jadi macam biasa la. buat benda wajib bagi umat islam. baca yasiin. tapi terlebih dahulu, how's the readers? have you read? ehem!

okay! I'll start from begining. actually, masa zti nak solat maghrib tadi, zti sengaja on air-cond siap-siap. nanti sembahyang sejuk la sikit kan. tak perasan pula bila si Junior ni masuk bilik. dah siap wuduk, macam itik baru keluar dari kolam. kedek-kedek jalan takut terlentang. ngeee. (okay melencong!)
masa solat tu, tetiba ja dengar suara Junior jelas ja. waktu tu sujud rakaat yang pertama. bangun ja terkejut junior tengah menghendap bawah telekung. nasib baik tak melatah, kalau tak. batal la solat den! dah tau dia ada kat dalam bilik tu, solat dengan berhati-hati. Junior ni harap ja besar tapi masih lagi budak-budak. baginya setiap pergerakan tu his game. 
then, usai solat, tengah berzikir tu, berapa kali Junior panjat minta diusap kepala. entah berapa kali mulut ni kena tenyeh dengan tangan junior. tapi, pandai pula bila zti berdoa dia duduk diam ja kat sebelah. seolah-olah dia tolong aminkan doa-doa zti. (harapnya macam tu la)
after that, yasiin time! comel sangat keletah Junior. betul-betul menggugat iman. lacks! tak khusyuk dah. tapi alhamdulillah Junior cuma duduk kat depan, guling mengada dia tu sepanjang zti baca yasiin. dia tak minta zti usap kepala dia. faham kot tuan dia tengah baca yasiin.

new year!

Assalamualaikum & hi! :)
Happy new year!!!! rasanya masih belum terlambat lagi nak ucapkan kan kan kan?

astaghfirullah al-aziim. seronok menaip sampai terlupa tujuan zti post entry kali ni.

even those, I'm too excited to celebrate this new year before tapi perancangan Allah lagi baik dari perancangan kita kan. my favorite kitten that I called it 'Baby' was gone a day after I'm back from Langkawi. honestly, sampai sekarang zti sedih. apatah lagi bila tengok video pasal kitten. satu-satunya kitten zti yang paling mengada ni hilang. tapi, zti redha. bak kata adik zti. 'who know's we'll get better than Baby' insyaAllah.

second thing, feel sorry sebab zti tak pandai jaga hubungan. harapnya si dia sudi maafkan zti. zti redha kalau kami tak berkawan rapat macam dulu lagi cuma sebolehnya jangan la terputus hubungan silaturrahim sesama umat Islam. insyaAllah. zti yakin dengan ketentuan Allah.

another thing, makin nyanyuk zti sekarang ni. BIS exp on 1st Jan tapi dok kata 3rd Jan. sekali sebarang chat tak boleh active baru ternganga. dengan sehari suntuk kat changlun. aduyaiii. huhu.

whatever is it, zti nak share something. kawan baik since study dulu bagi kat zti sebelum new year. menitis juga air mata ni. sebak bila ingatkan perihal yang lepas tapi sabar je la. apa yang penting, percaya pada diri, yakin pada ketentuan Allah.

pening

Assalamualaikum & hi! :)
pening bukan bermaksud mual okay. uh-huh!

actually, one of my friends chat me on facebook. he ask me, 'why don't you find a permanent job?' 'how many work that you did on 2013?' then I ask him, 'why?'. 'you better work as a teacher'. 

huh? agent insurance memang la tak permenant. kalau permenant lari malam company bayar gaji. dengan elaun perjalanan pula tu. tahun ni saja, berapa negeri zti terjah. belum kira yang lain, tambah pula yang commission 20K and above. kalau government mau lari malam jawabnya nak kira elaun perjalanan setiap seorang. bukan setakat harga barang naik harga, harga selangkah kaki keluar rumah pun kena bayar cukai.

berkait mengajar tu, zti seronok sebenarnya. ye la, boleh tengok our result depan mata. salah bentuk, salah la hasilnya. but, I'm not graduated as a teacher but multimedia technology. zti tak boleh suka-suka hati nak mengajar anak orang tanpa kelulusan dan cara pendidikan yang betul. semua ibu bapa nak anak diorang yang terbaik, for sure am I. ehem! one day. insyaAllah.

so then, will update later. maybe on new year? hoyeah-hoyeah! so longggg GRU. erk? haha.